Rebuilt

 I did not gave up.

I showed up for myself and gave myself the love and attention that someone could not give me and blame me for it. 

Lets face it, it was a two people problem, however, I outgrown everything. I managed to bet on me, and I kept on playing, moved on and even if I have not won the game, I am very close to it.

Life has not easy after that weird april 2023, but I can today look at myself in the mirror and say how freaking proud I am of the way I handled things. Even almost an eviction that became me being a property owner and finally finding and understanding love. 

Life has been an absolute rollercoaster of emotions but I managed to stay on top of it, moved forward and now I am writing this from my own flat. And life is still throwing things at me, but I just need to remain calmed, focused and keep strong. 

I am no alone, never been and never will be. I have myself, and I am a lot stronger that I ever thought I would be, and I have the cat who is the best support little fur baby I could ever asked for, I have my partner, who showed me what a real relationship is, what real love is, what looking after each other means and brings peace and happyness to my life, and I have my blood family and my chosen family. And if anyone does not really support or likes my life choices from now on, you are more than welcome to leave my life and stop being a bother. I would keep the doors open, but if you only plan to bring negativity and criticism, please leave and close the door behind you.